so the back is still bad - painkillers and another trip to the osteopath are helping but signed off til Tuesday now even though on annual leave. I was supposed to be on Easter School for ordination training, but it would have been too much, so had to get a 'fit' note.
the problem with feeling the way I do is that there is a real sense of apathy, which I haven't had for many years and not sure how to get out of this!. Thinking of work doesn't fill me with much joy at the moment which is worrying as I normally love my work, but things are changing and I don't necessarily think they are for the better. This is what is worrying me, change is good, but not when people are being treated badly in the process.
Process is all well and good when it is followed properly - if it has to be followed! But when process happens but badly that is when there is a problem. Normally I want to fight against injustice as that is something that is one of my core values, but at the moment it is too hard to fight feeling the way I do! So I am hoping for some renewal in myself in the next three or four days!
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